Bondage

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BONDAGE

Tie my hands
behind my back
and drag me that way
so you can't see my face.

You could see if you'd look.
past the blinding
deafening
pill you took

and you never learned to lip read
for you do not want what you really need
or read at all
the writing on the wall

You walk ahead
with torch held high
maintaining a shackle
beneath my thigh
because binding me
is the only way you see
to make it.

I know your need...
but you can't see
that I hold the key and can be free...
I'm doing you a favor

I'll be small while tall you stand
as I'm feverishly writing in the sand
that even through your biting hand
I understand
The wanting...

To bind me
to blind me
to sign me
entwine me
to throw me
to know me
to drone me
to clone me
I would want to, too
if I were you

Your mind should be full
of why I let you pull
and I don't resist
and I respond with a kiss...
but watch your wrist
because eventually
I'll slash.
And you will crash
and maybe me too
because we both
have something to lose
You need to feel big
and I have to feel small
but in the end, you shrink
and have nothing at all
loose chain
and an empty, useless trick bag
because... I didn't really like the drag
I just hung around
to hear your feet pound
with the weight of your own weakness

I speak this now
so you will know how
the seed becomes an oak
that I may provoke
your armor crack
so you can avoid
a broken back
and save the one
of your next attack

you tied my hands behind my back
but I let you...
you lose...I win.
I am pale and you are black
but you're indebted ...
you choose your sins.

The humility
that was my chore
is again the knock
upon my door
to break the chain
and walk away
while you desperately search
for your next prey
and try to make them
very small
so you can then feel
very tall
You crack your whip
and search the crowd
for the next to be shadowed
by your cloud
on your sinking ship
of your downward fall
can't read the writing
on the wall
illiterate
no matter what the scrawl
of the toes in sand
of who you make crawl
and still you remain
so very small
for the one with the whip
learns nothing at all.